Monday, March 24, 2008: that little voice.
sometimes i can be so in awe of God. in awe of what He did for me, in awe of what He does to me everyday, in awe of what He has in store for me in the days to come.
yet sometimes i feel like God has hidden Himself from me.
when things are going good, God seems to be there. but where is God when things start to fall apart? where is God when i'm suffering, when i've got too much to worry about, to handle, when i'm too afraid of failing?
perhaps God has been reminding me that in the midst of my struggles, in the midst of the overwhelming, in the midst of being lonely, i can find comfort in Him. "Consider it pure joy, my brothers, when you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."
James 1:2-3 my faith, is probably even smaller than a mustard seed.
so its quite appropriate that we're doing daniel for BS this semester in OCF. i think as God uses me to lead BS this year maybe i'll get more out of it than i'll imagine. its interesting how God manifested His sovereignty through daniel's life, but i guess more important to me is how daniel trusted in and depended on God even in his time of persecution..
i think you better pray for me for this friday. i think i need it alot! leading worship and bs and doing convention publicity! OH MAN! i hope God puts words into my mouth because i probably need it! i guess pray that i wont be too involved in the technicalities, but focus on worshipping and leading others to worship Him. oh and of course, confidence to speak in front of a sizeable crowd! (:
i better sleep..
a shout of praise.
11:58 PM
